Hi, this year X-MAS is going to be a X-mas not like the ones before. I had to retired from my job due to my illness which are a few. And now the only income is my pension from work which all of it goes to paying my rent. Sometime I take a some of the money to buy something that needed in the house and that can't wait. I have falling so behind on my bills and rent. I stop going to my doctors' appt cause I really can't afford it and lets not say of getting my medical. I already to my son that there might not be a x-mas like he knows of but that I will try to make it up to him. This is my last hope because everywhere I go to I don't hear anything from and the help is not there.
